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Name: Bill
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Bucks County
Gender: Male


Interests: Being emo.. /// im straight i just dont like mean girls/// im the classiest guy ever... all you are horndogs///
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Friday, June 08, 2007

Missing

This is my list of things to accomplish:

Know what to wish for before 11:12
Take Fencing lessons
Swing/Latin dance

Make the Schwinn rideable
Get off probation

Hit myself in the head with my knee while attempting a back flip
Get my guitar fixed
Kill bitches with Death Hott Acoustics

                                                         Love,
                                                                   Billy
ps- Where have you been?


Monday, November 27, 2006

Hey I haven't posted in a while. I wonder if any of you still use Xanga. Myspace is kinda gay. I hate those gay posts.. i really dont want to know about your new pictures unless im looking for them anyway. This is more my style. comment so i know your alive.


Wednesday, October 18, 2006

My friends threw me a surprise birthday party. It was ... surprising to say the least. I thought at first I had figured it out. When things seemed to take a turn for the worst I assumed that the party was shot to shit or schedueled for another day. sitting in the car on the way to my house with julia and jess I wanted to go pick up emily so she could come over, thinking that she was stuck at home without a ride that night. I didnt want to ask julias brother to go out of the way and pick her up, so I turned to jess instead and informed her that my birthday was the next day. I didnt think she knew this yet and i wouldnt, not for some time now, though soon it would become all too clear.
I walk in the door and couldnt wait. my mother had told me that my sister was having friends over for her birthday and she was going to have asian food. (my favourite) I was sure to be there. i walk into the kitchen with jess and julia and my mom tries to take a picture of me. This made me a little mad and i turned away. Out of the corner of my eye through a whisp of hair I see something familiar. My sister. This was nothing special, though standing right next to her was a vision of perpetual manliness in a red jacket. As the hair rushed past my face I heard his name like the wind whispering a secret in my ear, much like a lover. (Shire! Baggins!) "Dean Jackman."

My eye continued to see the faces of many of my close friends, and the depth of shadow which was, in all aspects like a shadow, and faceless. Again in my ear a whisper came. "Gregg Andert."

"Dean your killing it." I noted.
                            "Sorry..."

*shakes head...*

Emily was next. I might not have noticed her if she were not leaping in the air "surprise"ing me.

I went to my room and put down my stuff. My First thought was... hey that was a surprise party... i was surprised. ... maybe I should go out there.

My instincts were correct. Pepperoni pinwheels, the food of the gods, and a favourite of my people.

"JESS! I TOLD YOU IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY IN THE CAR!"

"WHAT IS GOING ON?"

"THIS ISNT MY SISTERS PARTY AND IM CONFUSED!"

" THOUGHT I KNEW BUT YOU TRICKED ME AND YOU TRICKED ME IN BROAD DAYLIGHT AND YOU TRICKED ME... TOUCHÉ"
To be Continued.

-Billy


Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Trying to create something that's not there.
A spark I saw. A bomb is just a means to an end.
I was so happy to be out of my shell again, 
to think that I really cared for who or what.
So now i'll just have to keep it shut.


If you're not ready, you're not ready.
Please stop acting like you are.

How could I know
that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire?
I know the spark inside your eyes
was just a match I used to set myself on fire.

My mouth's shooting blanks.
This situation's unbearable,
I've gotten vulnerable.

Now anyone is free to waltz right in.
My temple's been invaded
and there's nobody guarding it.
All over this lonely life,
but what's so wrong with being all alone?
Alone's the only way I've ever known.

If you're not ready, you're not ready.
Please stop acting like you are.

How could I know
that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire?
I know the spark inside your eyes
was just the match I used to set myself on fire.

I'm pleading cause this kills and it's still bleeding.
My darling I'm taking my life back to start healing.


How could I know
that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire?
I know the spark inside your eyes
was just the match I used to set myself on fire.

 

x


Saturday, October 07, 2006

Currently Reading
Captain Alatriste
By Arturo Perez-Reverte, Margaret Sayers Peden
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Life is pretty sweet as long as im medicated. A day ago I was not and it messed me up really bad. I think about insignificant shit and get worked up and depressed. Knowing that I can sometimes push off the thoughts which is better known as trying not to make any close contact or rash decisions until I get level headed again.

 

 

Im not sure

 

 

If I were to write about anyone else on this site it would either be to express disgust or desire.

 

Disgust - A dirty word used for dirty people.

Desire - A dirty word used for dirty intentions.

 

 

 

 



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